Hello, hello! So Chorus will have the option to fully participate in the finale on Sunday, 09/07!
❥ After a filtering-in period, the finale will start with the Chorus reassembly, which will allow Chorus to rejoin the ranks of the fleshy living. This is slated to start at ~2 PM EDT and run until ~4 PM EDT. While the Chorus can be absent for this period, Chorus are very welcome to be active participants in this segment!
❥ After the Chorus reassembly period, Chorus will be able to participate in the rest of the finale as normal! However, should you be unable to be around for post-reassembly, we would like permission to handwave that your Chorus character is present in the follow-up for very important reasons! They will have a role, like the execution Brides, where they will participate in a passive but visible role if permission is granted. They won't be assumed to be making any significant decisions.
❥ Please fill out the form below to let us know whether or not you can make it:
[ Some time before the town hall? If there is one on Thursday?
Gather, fellow cars. Perhaps it's time for a little town hall of their own without censors. Parking garage. Get over here. ]
Good day, everyone.
[ It's probably morning. idk. they don't need sleep here. ]
Yesterday, through my efforts, I have learned that Sika Madu is unaware that Mikaela is some eldritch abomination at heart. I believe we should make use of this.
Other than our Dramaturge love bleeding their blue blood enough to fill a lake and that as long as we have a gas tank, we can drink whatever we please, provided that someone pours it in there for us, that is all I have.
Did anyone else discover anything in the meantime?
[Annette is still incredibly clumsy in her car body, kind of stopping and going jerkily, but she's getting better! She's trying her best.]
I did notice that Mikaela had quite the alarming shadow...but how would you propose we use this?
[And she's not sure she wants to, admittedly. Jury's still out. Hopefully Car Town Hall will help her decide exactly how to move forward in her own heart.]
When I talked to Mikaela, or...the creature calling itself that...it sounds as if he's convinced he'll be rejected as soon as they learn the truth. So, no, I have a feeling that they won't deny it once they see for themselves.
[It's sad, really. Maybe she's just a bleeding heart.]
[ APPLe is aware that this is actually pretty evil, but... ]
I suppose that makes sense. Mikaela looked like he was trying to keep up the facade when Sika Madu was watching or around. While I understand that if a child wanted approval from their parent while hiding what is negative about themselves...
He sounded sad, scared, desperate, and conflicted. To me, it seemed sincere...
[Those tears didn't feel fake, though perhaps she just couldn't stand to see any kind of apparent child cry.]
I think perhaps he truly does simply want to be loved, but doesn't understand how to do so in a healthy way. But with how long this seems to have been going on, I don't know that he'll be able to learn any better.
[It would take time to correct, and they didn't have time. Not very much of it.]
It feels wrong to exploit this...but I know we can't do nothing, either.
I'm glad that you understand that we cannot stand by idly.
[ APPLe has been too active. Someone stop this fruit. ]
I won't deny that exploiting a seemingly child's feelings feels wrong. However, the Dramaturge making us go through all this is just as equally wrong, if not worse... I'm not interested in the weight of morality right now, but rather the concern of everyone's well-being and whether we will still exist after this fiasco as ourselves and not a shadow of ourselves.
As messed up as it sounds, we just have to act. We can't end up as extras, and neither can anyone else in this tower. I tried to warn them, but no matter how many times I tried, I could only say nonsense.
[Goddledygook, yup]
I think once we figure out a plan of action, we should avoid talking to Sika Madu at all. I'm not the only one who noticed that...strange quality of their voice, right?
We also tried our best... through charades, music hints, and more. It only seems to get through to people who are willing to look at multiple perspectives.
[ ! ]
But, yes. That's right. There was something in their voice that unnerved me. It didn't happen only once, so I remember the feeling...
I have heard of parahumans with that kinda power. Something about making themselves harder to attack, or be perceived as less of a threat. They don't tend to be, uh...heroes.
I don't know about "need", but for us it was. The secret I had for Elan— [ how does he say this? ] —it just felt wrong to have it after a while. It was like I wanted him to understand something that he should have already known.
[ okay, he can do this. he's great at distancing himself from a situation*. ...maybe less so these days but whatever! he can still put his brain there which is important. ]
Then if I have to say, my guess it's a bit of both. [ hmmm. ] At the start, I felt compelled to be with Elan, probably due to the nature of his secret, but after a while it felt less...like that.
I wanted him to understand that he wasn't just "some Elan" to me, and that it was not just because of the secret I held.
[ whatever that means. this feels really personal to him for some reason and he's not entirely sure he likes this. ...even though he was the one who brought it up. TRULY I, NARU, WILL NEVER LEARN FROM MY ACTIONS. ]
Your feelings are your own and are not to be influenced by an outside factor. What you feel towards him are borne of your own feelings instead of anything else. Is that right?
Is it not what you said, young Lavi? It appears this place has an influence on all of us, whether we like it or not, and to break away from that is wonderful.
[ the apple is right but he doesn't know what to do with this information. is this regret? should he have shared this, actually?? why does it feel like he said something really important to the wrong person. ]
No, I suppose you're right. I did just say all of those things.
[ please understand that's been my entire life this game (and i feel the weight of many eyes on this response).
though cue more hemming and hawing from him as he takes his time answering. whether that's due to being embarrassed, unsure, or something else who knows. ]
It'd be weird to not be connected to someone who held something so important to me for weeks, don't you think?
Do you think Yugamu is the type who would turn you away? I didn't get that impression from him.
[ lavi doesn't know their relationship in the slightest but judging from how he reacted during trial (which she doesn't know about), he has a feeling that it couldn't simply but just the bond that caused him to be like that. there had to be some connection between them. ]
FINALE SIGN-UPS
❥ After a filtering-in period, the finale will start with the Chorus reassembly, which will allow Chorus to rejoin the ranks of the fleshy living. This is slated to start at ~2 PM EDT and run until ~4 PM EDT. While the Chorus can be absent for this period, Chorus are very welcome to be active participants in this segment!
❥ After the Chorus reassembly period, Chorus will be able to participate in the rest of the finale as normal! However, should you be unable to be around for post-reassembly, we would like permission to handwave that your Chorus character is present in the follow-up for very important reasons! They will have a role, like the execution Brides, where they will participate in a passive but visible role if permission is granted. They won't be assumed to be making any significant decisions.
❥ Please fill out the form below to let us know whether or not you can make it:
w3 thursday
Gather, fellow cars. Perhaps it's time for a little town hall of their own without censors. Parking garage. Get over here. ]
Good day, everyone.
[ It's probably morning. idk. they don't need sleep here. ]
Yesterday, through my efforts, I have learned that Sika Madu is unaware that Mikaela is some eldritch abomination at heart. I believe we should make use of this.
Other than our Dramaturge love bleeding their blue blood enough to fill a lake and that as long as we have a gas tank, we can drink whatever we please, provided that someone pours it in there for us, that is all I have.
Did anyone else discover anything in the meantime?
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I did notice that Mikaela had quite the alarming shadow...but how would you propose we use this?
[And she's not sure she wants to, admittedly. Jury's still out. Hopefully Car Town Hall will help her decide exactly how to move forward in her own heart.]
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[ He thinks. ]
However, they could be twisted enough that they don't care that Mikaela is that, thinking that Mikaela is Mikaela no matter what form he takes.
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[It's sad, really. Maybe she's just a bleeding heart.]
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[ APPLe is aware that this is actually pretty evil, but... ]
I suppose that makes sense. Mikaela looked like he was trying to keep up the facade when Sika Madu was watching or around. While I understand that if a child wanted approval from their parent while hiding what is negative about themselves...
[ ... ]
Did he convey emotions while telling that to you?
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[Those tears didn't feel fake, though perhaps she just couldn't stand to see any kind of apparent child cry.]
I think perhaps he truly does simply want to be loved, but doesn't understand how to do so in a healthy way. But with how long this seems to have been going on, I don't know that he'll be able to learn any better.
[It would take time to correct, and they didn't have time. Not very much of it.]
It feels wrong to exploit this...but I know we can't do nothing, either.
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[ APPLe has been too active. Someone stop this fruit. ]
I won't deny that exploiting a seemingly child's feelings feels wrong. However, the Dramaturge making us go through all this is just as equally wrong, if not worse... I'm not interested in the weight of morality right now, but rather the concern of everyone's well-being and whether we will still exist after this fiasco as ourselves and not a shadow of ourselves.
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[Goddledygook, yup]
I think once we figure out a plan of action, we should avoid talking to Sika Madu at all. I'm not the only one who noticed that...strange quality of their voice, right?
[That quality may derail a plan so bad!]
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[ ! ]
But, yes. That's right. There was something in their voice that unnerved me. It didn't happen only once, so I remember the feeling...
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[They're pretty messed up people]
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If no one's done it already, the instructions about how we can have our secrets returned to us isn't a trick. They really can be returned.
It's just a little on the awkward if your partner is still living.
[ a more complete rabbit.... ]
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Ugh.
Ughhhhhh. ]
That is good to know. Thank you, young Lavi. How have you done that with your partner?
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it truly is unfair that he got a partner that he likes in conversations like these. ALSO THIS IS ACTUALLY KIND OF EMBARASSING??? ]
We had a dance. [ uh. ] Using his shadow as a proxy since I don't have a normal body anymore and the alternative felt weird.
[ looks in car. ]
At least for the whole thing.
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[ He understands it from that end, but. ]
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[ IF HE'S GONNA BE REAL. ]
The way I viewed him.
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[ ehuaaaahhhghhh....
help him navigate this. except don't. suddenly there is a strong desire to run from this one. ]
Is this part necessary for me to explain? [ AHEM!!! ] I just wanted Elan to be himself—or something.
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He's confused as to why Lavi is like this, because he thought the distinction was important and not at all fishing for anything else. ]
Well. Yes...? I'm quite puzzled with your reaction.
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WHICH IS PROBABLY FEELING WORSE BC APPLE ISN'T DOING IT MALICIOUSLY. ]
Are you really?
[ can the apple not read between the lines? (lavi can also not read between the lines). ]
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Then if I have to say, my guess it's a bit of both. [ hmmm. ] At the start, I felt compelled to be with Elan, probably due to the nature of his secret, but after a while it felt less...like that.
I wanted him to understand that he wasn't just "some Elan" to me, and that it was not just because of the secret I held.
[ whatever that means. this feels really personal to him for some reason and he's not entirely sure he likes this. ...even though he was the one who brought it up. TRULY I, NARU, WILL NEVER LEARN FROM MY ACTIONS. ]
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[ APPLeCar seems to perk up by vibes. ]
Your feelings are your own and are not to be influenced by an outside factor. What you feel towards him are borne of your own feelings instead of anything else. Is that right?
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I don't know why but the way you said it just then makes it sound...
[ uhhhh. ]
Loaded.
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[ How is this loaded ]
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No, I suppose you're right. I did just say all of those things.
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There is nothing wrong with having those feelings.
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I never said that they were wrong. It's just...something.
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[ ????? ]
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Don't worry about it, Professor.
[ uugghhhhhg... ]
I might need to talk to Elan after all of this.
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It's unfortunate that I cannot make something that would help...
[ ... ]
... I would make something...?
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TOTALLY FINE!!! it's not like he hasn't connected a few dots a few times or something already. ]
...make something?
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[She might be stalling about it.]
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give him a second to think about it and if he sounds confused how to explain it then he most definitely is. ]
Weeeird...ly...nice?
[ uHHHhh. ]
Like meeting an old friend but that friend is actually yourself.
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[Sort of, but she think she understood. After all, there had to be a sense of relief to know yourself, even if the secret was painful.]
And do you still feel connected with your partner?
[Me asking naru the hard questions, gomen.]
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though cue more hemming and hawing from him as he takes his time answering. whether that's due to being embarrassed, unsure, or something else who knows. ]
It'd be weird to not be connected to someone who held something so important to me for weeks, don't you think?
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[She knew she was the type of person to hold onto her relationships with others, no matter how brief or how volatile.]
But...some people are fine turning their back on others as soon as they've gotten what they're after.
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[ lavi doesn't know their relationship in the slightest but judging from how he reacted during trial (which she doesn't know about), he has a feeling that it couldn't simply but just the bond that caused him to be like that. there had to be some connection between them. ]